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hi I’m Takoto and i’m pretty sure i’m gonna eternally look 14 years old

[constant 14 year old boy face]


People keep barging in my room and I’m just here like


Used Homestuck Fantroll generator 

"Careful Tyrian Blooded boy with a Cat Lusus that loves Nothing and wears A top-hat"

sounds like me tbh


I don’t think I posted it on here, but last week on coming out day I came out on Facebook as basically panromantic grey-asexual (or biromantic grey-ace, one of the two, probably biromantic because I don’t think I could fall in love with dudes, but I can fall in love with people who’re women or non-binary or agender)

I was also like yo I’m a trans-man but p much everyone knew that anyway. 


I had a dream I became godlike at crane-grabbing/UFO machines and I won all my friends gigantic plushies and I won myself an Octopus plushie bigger than myself. 


I feel like complete trash today BUT I WENT OUT AND GOT THE ORAS SPECIAL DEMO MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmm

I feel like complete trash today BUT I WENT OUT AND GOT THE ORAS SPECIAL DEMO MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmm


Dear lord my hips hurt like exploding, I feel like I’m gonna be sick. Pain killers aren’t helping and I can’t sleep any longer, I’m just not tired enough. On top of that, my tooth extraction hole still hurts a lot, as does my ear and other teeth a little. 

At least !!!! my copy of the Resurrectionist arrived. I can read through it for a bit before trying to do work. 


Flight Rising Registration Window Closes Soon !!!

The new Flight Rising Registration Window is open!!! I hope everyone who wants an account manages to get one !!!


Followers if you want, add me as your friend or referral or anything if you want :33 my account name is Takoto. :3 Please reblog and spread this so other people know of the registration window!!


The scab in the hole of my tooth extraction seems to have… gone down? Like, retracted into the hole, I shouldn’t poke at it with my tongue but I’m very gently and I feel comfortable knowing what’s happening with it. Though this usually happens after a week and a half for me, from what I remember when I was little? Healing fast is super good, but I hope this is normal/not a cause for concern…


Flight Rising Registration Window Opens Today !!!

The new Flight Rising Registration Window is opening in three hours!!! I hope everyone who wants an account manages to get one !!!


Followers if you want, add me as your friend or referral or anything if you want :33 my account name is Takoto. :3 Please reblog and spread this so other people know of the registration window!!


Mail arrived faster than I expected !! Also got a Kiki’s Delivery Service lunch box. 

Mail arrived faster than I expected !! Also got a Kiki’s Delivery Service lunch box. 


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Dysphoria is annoying. 

Because I know I don’t look like a guy.

And I can tell when people are staring at my chest- it’s upsetting, even if it’s friends, don’t fucking look

If I could, I’d have my whole body changed now, but I don’t have the money. I want my chest gone. I want to look like a generic boy, because I am one. 

Dysphoria dysphoria dysphoria

I don’t want to leave my room today. 


Attempting to replay Digital: a love story, I forgot how atmospheric it was. I forgot there were AI. I forgot about the amazing music.

I have some negative memories attached to playing the game, but hopefully as I replay it I’ll dispel those. My bedroom is warm, I have nice drinks, I’m slightly sleepy, my lamp is on, I’m sitting at a desk. 

The game is amazing, and I’d recommend it to anyone and everyone, it’s mostly reading, lots of reading, and clicking the reply buttons, but it’s fun, nice story, great music.

[writes down the dial codes for LCL and the Matrix on an old receipt) my aesthetic