self harm tw
i felt really bad so i took some dumb selfies
O_O i am such confuse… what am i getting myself into next year? ;)
i have a glowing egG IT’S SO CUTE
i do casually sit around in flower crowns surrounded by plushies tho lmfao
my GP is adamant to refer me to any gender related stuff despite the fact she knows it would help my anxiety, and that binding is causing me health problems,
i’ve legally changed my name, and title, i’m out to everyone, pretty much everyone uses he and luke
wwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhy wont you refeeeeeeeeeer meeeeeeeeeeeee
going off for a doctors appointment in a minute, maybe a miracle will happen ==
march eri being a badass doodle before bed
i’ll probably colour it tomorrow. i love doodling in ball point pen. i have to roll with my mistakes.
gender vent ?? confusion
I have a scar on my hand that I never realized I had
It’s been there for months, I can’t remember when it appeared and I have no idea what caused it…
I overslept by half an hour this morning and missed my bus and train lmfao
So I’m getting the bus now, I’ll be an hour late but still Q u Q
For those of whom follow me and do not wish to see my asks, texts posts, responses etc. to the whole March Eridan drama, I’m using the tag:
"the March Eridan debacle"
The bottom lines in my argument, are that:
- March Eridan is not inherently bad, it is positive.
- The assholes who laugh at Eridan in a skirt are bad.
- There are a very, very large number of artists in the fandom who draw, and write, “March Eridan” in a positive and empowering way (such as showing Eridan does not give a damn what people think, or showing Eri rocking their outfit/looking badass, or showing other characters completely unfazed by Eri’s choice in clothing.)
- Yes, there are people who are assholes who believe that a boy in a skirt is funny, or that transwomen are funny, these people are absolutely douchenuggets and need to be educated.
On top of that;
- Someone told me to die, then went on my friends blog and said I should die.
- I headcanon!Eridan as genderfluid.
- People have sent me asks saying because I am trans, and I support March Eridan, I should die.
Which you know. Is actually TRANSPHOBIC. Congratulations, you’re attempting to fight against transphobia and transmisogynists but you’re actually just being transphobic yourself!
That’s it. That’s all. I’m off to do my college work now and then I’m going to draw a ton of artwork of Eridan looking fucking badass in dresses and skirts and kicking the crap out of anyone who DARE say his fashion choice is poor.
Have a good day.
People bitching in the March Eridan tag more like ‘ah yes let us reinforce the gender binary and oppressive social norms by saying only girls can wear skirts. Oh and while we’re at it, let’s kink-shame everyone who finds something appealing that we don’t, and…
Youre seriously missing the point tho??? The reason its so disgusting is that the shitty homestucks are making a huge fucking joke out of masculine people wearing feminine clothing. Its literally one big ‘lol look its a man in a dress!!! COMEDY GOLD XDDDD’ shit fest. Its not that hard to understand??
> “literally one big”
http://mspabooru.com/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=58996 (gif warning)
Yes, some people are like “Look! A boy in a skirt! How ridiculous” but those people are assholes and need to be ignored or explained to as to why it’s a problem; spamming the tag and acting like children throwing a tantrum and telling transgender individuals to go die is VERY. VERY. BAD. And counter productive.
I’ve been told to die, TWICE now, for the fact I like the idea of March Eridan (specifically: Eridan Ampora wearing feminine styled clothing such as skirts, dresses, sweet-lolita dresses, etc. Whom I headcanon as genderfluid.) Firstly here:
here where they’ve begun messaging my friends about it.
Yes. How some people portray March Eridan / March Amporas is problematic, BUT the concept of March Eridan ITSELF is not. And if you believe a boy wearing a skirt is problematic, in and of itself, then that’s akin to saying girls wearing trousers is problematic.
Do you see what I’m saying?
Please don’t be disappointed in me but I decided to not go in ; ;
we didn’t have a proper lesson today anyway ;;;;; and i need to finish the project for tomorrow
I will definitely go in tomorrow though.
several parts of my body really hurt and i felt really anxious but now ifeel a little calmer
ok so i had a nightmare about going into college last night
i don’t want to go in, but we have a book making workshop which sounds like a lot of fun, but i have to leave in twenty minutes and i feel gross and i’m not dressed.
but also i have to finish a project due in tomorrow and it’s not finished yet and the 4 hours/five hours that i have to spend going into college could be used to finish off that project hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhh
i’ll go in but i feel gross as hell and i really don’t want to [curls up with nemu nekos]