Anxiety is bad this morning.
I hate my art. 
I wish I didn’t wake up get woken up this morning.

The next few weeks are going to be awful. 

I did a lot of work, I should feel proud. 

But I feel like I need to do even more, like I haven’t done enough. I did work I was proud of, but it wasn’t enough, I need to do more.

It’s better than feeling empty and not wanting to exist, though.

My depression and dysphoria has been very bad the past few days, I’ve been having a lot of nightmares, and once again I wish I didn’t exist.

I apologies. 


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anxious n gross

I had a really, really restless night, and I’m tired as fuck, but I can’t take a nap, I’m still restless.

Body please cooperate. 

feeling like trash tonight

i am already trash

Another Minecraft Village Wars session tonight, I’m super excited. I’m going to spend the next while drawing. I’m gonna try my best today!! I think it’s our second to last session? 

I’m gonna try my best !!!!!

Does anyone have a Friend Safari with an Inkay in it? I need one really bad! ;;; Please message me, I have a Fairy Safari n stuff.

trying to kill the anxiety

more like, i can’t, time to force myself to sleep

pda warning // positive // sappy as heck

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Does anyone who follows me have an Inkay in their Friend Safari? That I can add :?



She’s Modest, 31IV in Sp. Attack and Speed, Keen Eye.

I’m so happy OH MY GOD

i feel anxious and shitty 

i’m a piece of shit

what else is new

who gives a fuck

Gender stuff is terrifying. I am terrified. I am tired. I am confused. I wish there was more comprehensive resources for dealing with the NHS system and referrals and such. I wish I had the money to go private. I wish. I wish I wasn’t so terrified. 

I want a boys body, I am a guy, my name is Luke, and I’ve felt like this since as long as I can remember (6 years old)

but I also want to wear skirts and wigs and occasionally dress like a cute girl. Maybe I’m fluid but 99% male. Who knows. I’m definitely not “she” though. 

I’m so confused, I’m so tired.